When one is to remember, one is to forget, to find the inner peace and quiet with an orderly manner, this may influence, times may be contradict, but for one to sit and bestow under a tree of life, may also be a tree of sanctuary.

One may be confined, but not constricted, a order to maintain quality and sanity, it is possible to devour and endure pain, but poor judgement may intensify a matter.

Life consists of many complications and a long enduring journey awaits ahead, more times to judge, love, share and remember.

Sometimes a day, a night, week, month or year may just take a simple fragrance... to remind us of who we are and can be.

It just only ever takes that much to bring the understanding and care that you've thought you lost...

...Consider & Confide...

Lo por jai slept like a...

(^(oo)^)

on the plane *laughs* ju ju ar~ never have i felt happier than to have you on the plane with me, don't care anymore, from now on wherever i'm going, your coming!! love you darling~

i think we should both get some rest~ your restless~ hope your not mad about me accidentally cutting you off at the airport... sorry ar lo por...

*hugs* (i'm doing that right after this cause your passed out again) *smiles*

We're leaving Sydney tomorrow, wish i had time to show you around the club... too bad we were on a tight schedule, i really wanted to show you around the club so at least you knew where i work and you'd be happier and more safe to know what kind of a work environment i work in~

next time *smiles* there'll be a next time... right? *laughs* my family loves you! hope we can spend Chinese New Year together next year bub, miss you even though your beside me... hope we don't have a weird flight landing tomorrow like the one i had travelling down *haha*

*cuddles*

Sorry about today ar lo por... i shouldn't have provoked a argument with you... but honestly i had the patience to go shopping with you but~ i was happy you even took me around with you *smiles* i know it may not seem like it but i actually was really happy!

Too bad you couldn't find what you want darling, next time next time ^^ i hoped you liked lunch today, too bad my car was f***** otherwise we wouldn't have to travel the way we did, promise you~! next time it'd be better *hugs*

Hope your not upset with me still...

Your such a doll when you sleep *smile*

lo por ho duk yee ar~ *blink blink*

You came and we picked you up, we all just died and passed out lol poor darling must be restless for you in Melbourne, you needed to get away, you've been trying to struggle for so long, don't worry, this is your resort~ *whisper whisper* i think you picked up my whole family *laughs*

Cheeky you~! love you darling *cuddles* your so warmmmmmm *smiles*

Lo por is coming today!!! yay~!!! Omg!!! woot woot~!!! I can't wait to see her, haven't slept all night just waiting to grab you!! I'm gonna flying hug you darling, just don't kick me in the balls, you've been doing that a bit too much lately *smiles*

Can't wait~ your so close to being here~!

Ngor ho gwar ju lei ar!!!

(^^")O

Text you all morning, realised i got myself in trouble *smiles* sorry darling, i forgot to invite you to Sydney, but all's good! I'm getting you a ticket to come tomorrow, we'll fly back together on Thursday ^^

Sorry darling~ your lo gong is sometimes pretty stupid and forgetful with many things, so don't blame me too much if you feel like i've neglected you, so sorry darling *pouts*

Mm ho lull ngor la~

Can't wait till i see you, you make my day and put a smile on my dile no matter what, i love you mwa!

Sigh~ just finished work, still sitting here in the office, suns coming up... everyone's pretty much left, now's my time to drive home and sit in bed again... returning to an empty bed is so... cold... my room in general is cold... my house is not lively at all, seems like a whole group of strangers live there... and your not there... sigh... lo por...

Never knew your merlling face sydrome would've been passed onto me, cause now i'm sad too... i miss you so much darling... wish you were here... wish i could hear your voice... sigh~

It's the first official 24 hours i've been apart and away from you... it feels so cold in my bed and it feels so quiet... no one here... sigh~ my home doesn't feel like home anymore, not like it ever did, but it just seems like i belong with you more, i'm sorry if it seemed like everything will be ok when i left...

i'm enduring the pain now, sorry darling, now i know how you feel, guess we learn the hard way huh?

well we can always hardcore text like we used to! but that doesn't really solve much does it...? guess it doesn't... sigh~ i miss your hugs...

Awww~ i have to leave today... i really don't want to... but sigh~ i don't know... i'm worried what she's thinking today, she's been awfully quiet... "darling don't cry... i'm coming back...?" i don't know if that helps out or weighs out to anything... hope you don't think i'm ditching you or being cruel...

i'm missing you already bubby~ we've had such a long talk last night and such a long cuddling session, it felt sooooo nice, (note to self: cuddle more) *smiles* i didn't know how much you were attached to me already until last night... you were always so quiet and so cool *smiles*

i'm sorry darling... i love you~ i'll be back soon don't worry!!